Translation

Hospital was quite a sight... somewhat intimidating when you are no longer under the protective cloak of labcoat and pass... Temperature checks and gantries hold new meaning to you... as though you are someone they are wary of. Lost. What other word could be used to describe the feeling when i saw you? Lost for words... lost in thought... lost in translation... every single logical thought was mysteriously taken away... as though i no longer know who i am... but i was in you world... Just taking in things around you and seeing from your perspective. What could i do to help? Lighten the mood with my qns and perhaps.. rhetoric qns.... I rmb you said the best thing is not to remind you of it... but to treat you just like you were still well. Time flashed past so quickly between the moment i put on the mask and the moment i stepped out of the door. What did i remember? Lost.

What do you do when you feel lost... sad.... kind of crushed by things that are beyond your control?

Not much that i could do to undo it. Certain things are just so beyond our control. Yet... i guess we all learn to take things into our stride, and to use other feelings of happiness to suppress.. overwrite sad memories. The overwriting process is not perfect though. A moment of induced euphoria quickly dissipates once the feed stops.

Would you choose to forget? Or remember?

You will get well... not much more that i can say... but trusting in His perfect plan for you. Hang on!