Time seems to fly by... really quickly when one is engaged in so many things... that i decided to write this down of this day.. that next time when i look back, i would know that ah yes this was a time of re conviction.
There i laid in the water... looking at the full moon up there in the sky... the water just enveloping my surroundings... making me cold.. weak.. that i felt a need.... a pressing need to reaffirm what i am living for... that i want to reaffirm that not because of the fact that i want to... but deep down i know i need to.
I rmb being pushed backwards by the sudden draft of wave and yes i become completely submerged within the next moment... water went up my nostrils.... air left me.... i just fell deep .... deep into the water..... nothing around me seems to matter... water reaching my pharynx din even bother me the least of bit... why? I wonder.
Perhaps when you are so keen and focussed on what you want to achieve, what you seek, what you desire within that moment... everything takes a lower priority than that... and yes... everything. Even if water were to enter your lungs... Guess thats what it should be all about.
Focus on the right thing. Focus not on things that will just pass you by... but on things that are eternal, that will be forever... in the presence of eternity. Yet i felt you calling out once again to me to ditch all the areas in my life that are just becoming perhaps a by product of the kind of life i am leading right now.... Yes i heard you. & yes with that couple of falls. I am convicted to follow.
I will be the son you have called me to be... i will be the brother you called me to be... i will be the light you called me to be... that when others see me... they see you ... instead of me... that i will be for you...
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