Respect

You are one of the few persons that really have my fullest and utmost respect in life. To be able to flow with the love of Christ such that you always swimming in his love. Its amazing. Frankly, you are a true inspiration to me and probably to others.

To be conquerors...

Yes i have been thinking about what you said ever since that tuesday within that short moment just before i departed...

"think about it..." couldnt have thought more about it than anything...

Agreeing would mean a definite change for the better, or at least, an expansion of capacity within me. And yes it would mean a conviction to toss down many of old things of the past, to move into a new place i learn and obey and become more like Him. A path that you have walked yourself.

"i would think about it and let you know again... okay?"

Hesitation on my part at that point of time as it came so suddenly.. why me? I was not confident in my ability to lead ... somehow.... it felt different. A different kind of responsibility when you are leading people in this manner.

I guess i had'nt had that feeling in a long time... to cast all my cards down on the floor and take a step back to look at who i really am. Who am I? Yes loads of bad habits and of course pluses as well but yea... i am imperfect. Very. Can i do it? I don't know.


I am willing to try, step out of the comfortable past i got so used to... lead me on...