Revisited

Same place, same song, same love, revisited.

Yet all feels different. Different. Somehow. Knowledge changes the perspective of things. It changes how we view things for what they are... that somehow, knowledge brings about actions and change. That we know that we know we will effect certain changes based on what we know.

Yet, would you double consider if that knowledge is false? Nope. For it is what has been said. And i would always love to take things at face value.... certain things you just dont need the extra effort to do mind reading.... That should be how life is like... right?

Once again, i feel you so close, so near... reminds me of the time that i thought that i was close, yet i wasnt. Probably it was just what i thought... that i thought that i can fall... i can drop away from this... from that... and still keep so close? False security i guess... don't you think?

Reminded....

FoP is in 2 weeks.... Anticipation. Vision. Dream.

Falling...

I don't want to. Guess i care too much to see either of us getting hurt. Guess my feelings are clouded by what i should really be feeling. How much more would this last? It should just go... go with my blessings that you may be happy and cheerful for who you are... I bless you... with all my heart.

Let thy feeling pass that i may be true to your will rather than mine. Let every step i take bring me closer towards your will and your desire... for i am no longer who i am ... let me always remember. Nothing that can take me away from you...

Let me remember who i am living for...