Yet... I Wonder

Sometimes it just makes you wonder doesnt it? That why does time fly past you ever so quickly? Is it cos of age catching up with you? That you become more oblivious to the fact that things are passing you by, perhaps at an accelerated speed? That you forget that every moment that was spent was actually part of your life a few moments ago? That it went past as though it never even happened in your life? I forget...

I totally forget....

Yet everyday convicts me with the same purpose of who i am living for...
Yet everyday reaffirms my every thought in why i am doing what i am doing...
Yet everyday confirms where i am heading is nearer to the final goal in life through my every action...

Sometimes i just wonder when the years catch up with me... i guess i will be old and haggard... maybe lively.. but thats beside the point.. would i be able to look back and see all i have done, and say ' yes it was good'? Would all that be reaffirmed by you saying that to me when i meet you?

1 month from now ... 21.
So much that was done before i finally reach this first mark in life...

Staff Spinning. Juggling. Mentalism. Magic. Poi Spin. Balloon Sculpting. Marketing. Business. Concerts.

How much would they show me what life really is?
Life is boundless... Achievements are endless... Final Destination is final...

Rebbie still rocks... haha but yes u always cheer me up =)
I still seek your next level...

Your Song As My Life

Songs.... Are they just mere lyrics that we repeat over and over again to the rhythm.. to the tunes of the song itself? For us to repeat the words of praise and worship that we never actually understood? Words that we sing with confidence but no conviction?

Interestingly enough... i wonder how many of us wonder how these songs came about.... Did you ever wonder? Or ever felt drawn to seek an answer?

I found my song composed in the midst of the wind gushing across my face. Emotions that come and sweep you to where you belong... your destiny.. your vision.... your dreams... All these that has already been put in you when he gave it all on the cross.

You have your own song... like i have mine. Singing that is a thousand times more noteworthy for our father than songs of others... that you know, that He knows.

Fill these lives once again, i want to touch their hands, make their lives whole again.