I remember only the first thing when i woke up. It was the sms. Why? I thought. I remember going back to my bed after switching off the air con. The place seemed exceedingly chilling, still. Somehow i just wanted to efface the presence of bright light from my surroundings. I buried myself into the bolster and expected all to go away. Nope, it didn’t. Instead tears came. Crying first thing in the morning isn’t a norm for me. Still, i don’t know how long past before i got out of bed again and started walking around. I haven’t even washed up, yet. As if it even mattered. Then i remembered that there were still 3 performances today to carry over. I cant bring this mood with me there...
Yesterday was different. I felt touched there.... i cried.. i never understood why... the answer came today. Why? I do not know. Life is fragile. It is not even within our control. You can be the best in all the sports and career you pursue... you can have a wonderful relationship with your loved ones... yet the next moment... you never know what will happen. And you ask why? I ask the same qn when this happened...Why?
Its supposed to be healing isn’t it? Healing...
I do not know... for this while....
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