Make A Way

What do you do when things go beyond what you can control? Beyond what you can even imagine or comprehend? Surpassing what your knowledge can explain or respond to? Making one helpless... sort of like a person trying to cross the red sea. You feel helpless, not knowing what to do. You are insuffient. What would you do?

I don't really know. I can't do anything to directly treat that kind of illness. No technology could guarantee a full recovery. No drugs can take that illness totally away. What would I do?

Prayer & action? when action no longer holds enough strength for me to say it with conviction. Prayer? I would be praying for you everyday. Always one of the top most priorities. It just doesnt seem fair that you should be experiencing all this at such an age... when you are just like one of us... a normal person with a indifferent life. Praying for your recovery, that what should go through would go thru. Father make a way. A way for what you have already called us to do. You have already set us to finish it. That we would finish it, in full glory for you. Lord there is not much more that I can ask in this period of time... no other personal issues even come close to this. Complete it, won't you? All that i would ask for... right now... in the whole of this year... even if there is only 1 prayer request that you would grant... let this be the one.

Somehow i feel your affliction. The kind that radiates down to the chest and causes you to weep uncontrollably. How could this be fair? Don't you think? So much for a person to even endure... and a young person who has not even chance to experience life as a whole. Are You going to rob it away? That fast? That quickly? Time seems to fade into oblivion. Somehow i wonder... what it means to be a miracle healer.... no other person could even come close to it. Even technology and human dexterity could not even achieve that. Father, all we ask is this. Make a way.

I want to be down there for you. And i will. I will...