Friday, July 24, 2009

Down

What happens when you come so close to losing hold of control of your own body... that you can no longer command your body at will like it used to? The fingers no longer open at freewill..... every moment standing up is a game of chance... seeing whether you will fall the next instant or whether your legs can hold you till you are back on the bed....

It seems different. Every muscle groans at you. Every sight caught by your eye multiples the pain within. Every single thought exacerbates the pain in the head itself. I still remember. HURTS!! OMG!

I am thankful that the worse is over. Seriously. The past few days just made me realise how much i depended on you to lead me through every passing moment. That you are the only thought that keeps me going when all else fades away. How interesting. Its as though you meant for all this to happen tha ti could be once again ever so close to you again.

Thankful....

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