Renaissance

I still remember somehow... 1 year ago .. you were still here with me. All the practice... all the work... all the prep.

So much joy... sweat... and well no tears. Haha. It was sweet... good. Wonder how it was like in the end when i decided to move away from grand illusions to be who i am today... hmm i still remember the words you said 1 week... or was it 2 weeks after the concert ended. Seems a bit blurred out but the gist is still there...

Yup i realised that we did grand illusions without even the fundamental teachings... maybe thats why it did not turn out to be perfect for you... That i can be solely accountable for...

Perhaps right now so much study into this area of magic have brought me back to where i wanted to be last time... to be like copperfield... to be a grand illusionist... to do the visual enchanting magical illusions that gives the 'taa daa' effect... mesmerising... it is .... very.

I know not whether to head back... Space constraint is a big problem and the need to constantly train someone else doubles the difficulty... perhaps we can do grand illusions but we shall still stick to grand solos first... before i can find enough confidence to bring someone up again... i wont let it fall this time...

So much that a person have yet to see and when he thinks he knows enough... enough is never enough.... Nothing ever comes close to making one know all...

Do you still yearn to know more... more? Somehow the answer eludes me.... you feel the urge to know but then again you already know so much ... isnt it time to perfect and consolidate what you already know..?

Amazed.... still....
Fusing Magic With Mentalism - Allure