Passion

Yet all i feel right now is this...

Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in faith and gave glory to God, being fully persuaded that God had power to do what was promised.

When awesomeness floods in... =D

Define Passion

Passion is

Seen in the Eye
Formed in the Heart
Birthed from the Soul


The amount of work that you all put in to achieve this is absolutely remarkable. Perhaps if i match up to that... it will be a blast. And yes it will be a blast. =)

Why...

The amount of work for this passion is pretty crazy... why do i do what i do....

needs a break... still must rush it out for thursday.... =S

World Water Day

Mm... yes it made me realise that even if one has hit 10000 hours.. it doesnt change... you still need practice for what you want to do, esp if its new stuff... Yup it was good still, but din clear the distinction mark.

Rmb how professional it became after u put in a couple more hours scripting and practising... alright.... so it shall be. at least 10 practices for each item for passion..

mymy so much workkkk...

Lord light my path that i may find constant strength and rest in you..

Currency

Do i really need to hit so much revenue every month? Makes me wonder what for...

Or perhaps my time can be used for a higher purpose. Sure it is good to know and experience what forex is like...

Still the time could be used to improve so many other aspects of my life. Music, magic, etc etc... perhaps i will give forex a miss...

Time is the most valuable.

Passion

Yes i find it burning within me once again. The passion to strive for excellence and the ability to endure what is much more tolerable than normal. Thank God so many things are working out fine.

Wonder why i am scripting exactly what i am going to say as well... is it really worth so much effort ?


i guess so... =)

1 Year Back

Self reflection is always important. 1 year ago i was here preparing for mystique. Now, 1 year has passed. Still i am here, preparing for Passion.

Mystique was birthed forth out of what i do and all that i thought would be magical. Passion, is cos of what i believe in and why i actually put in so much effort into organising everything and anything. to do up sponsorships, venue, etc etc goodness me...

It is at these kind of times that i really really thought of giving up on it. Still, we will finish what you have put into our heart. This passion for Passion. It will definitely be the best above all the rest. The past ... 5? i think yes. 5. Passion is the 6th. It probably will be the last where i take up the whole organisational work and all. It's a crazy load of work.

Funny thing is how Passion actually came about and was reaffirmed. Initially it was called rapture and yes wing u said it sounds like a reptile so yup, i went about praying and found passion. Why? All the sweat and tears sown into this project. All the hours and work poured into it. There's only one word that signifies all this - passion. And Lord i am thankful for your revelation and reaffirmation on it. How nice, isn't it, to suddenly on the way back home, just when you ask for a sign, a lorry passes by and guess what it says on the back? PASSION. In bold. This is nice. Feels good to be on track and in flow with you.

Lord give me strength to train diligently everyday from now to perfect the whole concert. This time, we are serious to hit your given standard.

Syros's Prayer: Let wisdom be given beyond what is imaginable and diligence and perseverance stay and grow from within. Devotion and dedication is what makes us different. Its not just about 10000 hours of practice.

Flow 2010

Finally the video is done...

Light Spinning. A Tribute back to You. For giving me this skill on top of the many others. Hope this video inspires and draws others to know more about You as well.

Stench of Death

The 2nd time going back is just as bad, if not, worse. Perhaps it was the people who were being cut up this time that made it bad.

A cancer suicide patient, a 27 week gestation baby, a decomposing body. Others were more normal.

Still... each one of the above held a different thing that pricked not just into one's nose, but into ones heart as well.

Gross pathology. Perhaps thats how the name came about. Yes it is gross. Not just the slides, the specimens, but the smell too. Equally gross.

The smell is still with me... wonder how to get rid of it.

Ask me whether i would become a pathologist? Answer is definite ... no.

New

'Behold, I will do a new thing.'

Yes i still remember how you said it. But little did i expect you would do it this way.

My past notes are all erased together with the software crash on my phone... it came so suddenly.. all the notes during service and cell... my my... all gone? poof...

Still, i guess this is your way of showing me you want me on a fresh start, that perhaps all those writing down would just not hold a candle to having me seeking you daily and fervently. I remember when i promised to hold on to the covenant with you, to live a life for you, a life worth living, a life to see others being transformed.

Give me the strength to see it come true.

Break me for what breaks you. Let me see with your sight.

Somehow what you showed me overseas shaped me to be even better and more tolerant without me even realising it...

Lord May Your Glory Light My Path.

Totally

Saddened.... 3 takes for a video and its still not perfect... ahhh how can upload this kind of stuff... garbage leh...

hais probably just means to achieve god standard one just has to be extra perfectionist and do things better...

Prob few more takes tm then... hmmm then it will be white and black... wonder how it will look like...

Exercise

Finally a workout after the nice getaway from singapore. Wonder why this time feels so much more different.

3 reasons why anyone exercise
1. Keep Fit
2. Build Muscles
3. Shack Yourself

And yes all 3 applies to me depending on my mood.... and yes different stuff are done for each of the different reasons.
1. Keeping fit = Cardio Training = Jog / Swim
2. Build Muscles = Resistance = Gym / Circuit
3. Shack Yourself = Sian = Crazy Circuit

Guess todays circuit was xiong enough.... rest rest rest...

12 Hours of Sleep

I am back. After a full 12 hrs of sleep... it feels really good to be this refreshed.

Other stuff all felt somewhat like a dream... it passed by so fast... yet all that is left right now are just the products from all the days.

Rehearsal again tm...

Wonder if it will all go alright... do you think so? Having faith =)