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Live a life with God inside and you will not regret one moment of it.

Your smile i can never forget... at least... for now.

Come Back

Coming back to where we left off last time... after one is built up even further.

Face it off dude.

What cant kill you only makes you stronger!

Load

That i realise that this is what i turn towards in the times of sadness... to just get my mind off things... and perhaps advocate a good time of silence for gaps to close and heat to dissipate...

Beautiful creations... Loads of time... Lifetime of work..

Faded

Yes you look back at the past few years of your life and time seems to have faded away from the equation of life. It felt like just yesterday that I was still in bali... still studying for exam.... still waiting for my first anat prac... still preparing for the first concert...

My my, time flies. and yes...
1.7 years since the first concert, its become perfected now....
2.5 years of following Christ...
3 years since inception into medical school...
5 years ago i was still in JC... like a kid...

wow... time flies.

Ask me whether i regretted my 1.7 , 2.5, 3, 5 years... I don't. Though its not perfect... but i don't regret it. Everything has sort of fell sorta in place to make the me today. So many things that we strive for at that time now on hindsight, was just a passing thing.

Think O levels, A levels, CCA points, community service hours, training, shows, relationships, homework... problems? They sure seemed to be obstacles at that point of time... yet now that we look back. They are ever sooo small... We made it!

Ps 90: 12
So teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.

Time flies. Lord teach us to look forward, and not get caught up in the past, for the destiny is ahead, not behind. =)

Wait

Today was the first time to have waited for 1 person for this long. 1 hr. Fully. Just for the person, even after numerous phone calls. Remarkable. Still... at that point of the 30 min mark, felt pissed and about to leave, but... felt that perhaps she had something on that was really urgent, and couldnt pick up the call/ come down... well... time was channelled to reading. Somehow.

Phil 4 :8... rings a bell doesnt it?

Somehow my esword opened up to phil by itself. How nice.

Anyway, one thing that was clear as a good reminder as well, was that of

Phil 3: 13
Forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead.
I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Yes isn't it impt, and true, to let go of the past... be it the past 1 week, 1 month, 1 year, or even the past few years. To let go of things that may have hurt. Such that one would have more room to move on, to have the heart to accomodate what is in store in the future. The future is a glowing one... day after day we draw nearer to being who we are supposed to be, who we really are in destiny. I look to that.

Time passes by....

Phil 4:8
Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy, meditate on these things.
The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you.

What a timely reminder. Somehow all the negative thoughts of waiting were just swept out of the mind. To know and understand, this is the living word and what life is really about. To think these things, to do these things.

When body, mind and soul align and flow.... we wait to see to be moulded to be and to do like you.